After some time of reflection and introspection I have found my way back to my Blog.
I apologize to those who have followed my journey for having been absent for so long. It was, however, of great benefit on many levels.
There have been a great number of things happening in my world during the last 18 months and some have been so big that it was necessary to step back, breathe and regroup.
After having had a major injury to my shoulder in August of 2017, my life was put on hold work wise. Unable to do the manual labour around the property, it has become a wasteland for the most part. 13 months post injury, I finally had surgery to repair the damage done. After this, I was told recovery would take around 12 months, with intensive physiotherapy to be undertaken. I am now 6 months post operative, just beginning to be able to do light work in the paddock and at this stage things are going reasonably well. There is still a long way to go before I reach full recovery, but the surgery was definitely well worth going through.
My younger son married his partner just 9 days after my surgery. Although I was in a great deal of pain still, the day was beautiful and my son made me very proud with his efforts to make everything so special for his bride. I was very fortunate that a dear friend was kind enough to chauffeur me to and from the wedding as I was unable to drive myself. (More on this special person a little later)
I also became Nonny to a beautiful little boy last year and I truly feel that he has given my life new meaning. He is a joyful and spirited lad who shows us all that life is for living, not for waiting around to see it happen. His parents named him Logan, to my surprise it has the meaning of "From little hollows". A Scottish highland name, one that brings joy to me as a big fan of all things Outlander. A wonderful book and tv series written by my favourite author, Diana Gabaldon. I had the honor of being able to meet this young lad just 10 minutes after he came into the world. So tiny, so perfect, has the look of his father and is the future of our family. During his first week of life, I spent every moment I could holding him and building up a bond I hope will always be strong.
Back to the friend I mentioned earlier. This gentleman became a friend around 3 years passed, one who is old fashioned, respectful and who has the kindest of hearts. Now, if you were to ask my loved ones about me, they would all tell you that I was a woman hell bent on staying single for the rest of my life. Can you imagine how it came as a surprise not only to them, but more so to me, when this wonderful man and I found ourselves growing close and becoming a couple. It has brought out many emotions, among them joy, hope, but also early fears about being in a relationship. It has taken time for me to adjust to this and for us both to understand how it evolved to the point it has. I guess I am sharing this with you as I would also like to impart something that I feel others may benefit from. Never let yourself close the doors totally, simply live and let the good things in life come to you when the time is right. Life is finite, so, grab hold of it and live it well. You see, doing it alone is a hard way to live. I know, I have done so for many, many years.
Another thing that I would like to impart, never let those around you demean you, your life and what you aim for in life. You are the driver on your journey and it is up to you to go where you will be happiest.
My future is now one that has an exciting slant to it. In 4 years, my lovely man and I will move permanently into a 36' bus to live and travel for as many years as we are able. We are currently stripping the bus out and refitting it to suit our taste and needs. What an amazing project it is for us to share and one that we are both enjoying to the utmost. Once we are on the road, the adventures will be endless and simply wondrous, I can't wait. For now, I will simply enjoy life as it is.
